I'm back..

Writing, a power given to you at your own fingertips.
A great way to express yourself where you can just let it all out disregard all the comments and opinions people give you.

 I guess the reason i'm back on writing this blog is because I've accumulated a hell lot of things inside that i just wanted to release. I always had a lot in my mind, ideas, feelings, opinions, caring, questions. I wonder when is the day that i question what's on others mind, there are so many things that are mind-boggling for me, but figuring out what they are thinking is just too much of work and it is really really exhausting.

Maybe one day i'll just stop figuring it out and stop caring and live with myself. Letting a person go is hard but letting a person in is even harder. There is not one day that i wouldn't stop questioning about why do i make my own life so hard, isn't it just better to not think of it and fuck everything else?

 2013 is long long year. A year full of first times, surprises, sadness, happiness, everything. What's important is what i've learned throughout the year, i learn to be contented, be happy with everything around me, appreciate everyone around me, although everything and some things may turn against me, but fuck 'em, i can't make everyone happy, if you're not happy, just go fuck yourself. I don't have the responsibility to care about your feelings and how you think about me, i'm gonna be me and that's how it's going to be.

 For 2014, I will not expect anything, I just have to be brave to face challenges and have no fear, i think that's going to be my motto of the year. I guess that's it for now. To myself, be brave!