The 2 me~

Vui Kitty told me that, weekdays de Bernard and weekends de Bernard is different...My weekdays are happy and enjoyable, it doesnt mean that my weekends arent, but its just that my weekends, is more alone, and more bored as i am alone at home most of the time...and that makes me emo...

So i try to occupy my time as much as possible to hang out with Kitty and Jeff Jeff, Fei Tucq and the others...

How do i occupy my time ?
I watch movie, listen to the music, play some basketball, do some tutorials, study a little bit, clean up my room, sleeping for most...

Sometimes even chatting also wont get fast reply...so i rather talk to the wall, haha~

Today is quite a tiring day for me...went to the gym, went to lunch, went to tesco, went for dinner, went to play basketball...I do all this to stay away from the loneliness and boredom...

Haiz...in the end, alone juga...sien...

100 天了~ ♥

TO: 老婆仔 ♥

老婆仔，我们终于100 天了~ =) ♥

在这100 天里，我们经历了很多东西，又开心的，刺激得，冒险的，欢乐的，伤心的。。。还有很多起伏低落，人生就是这样嘛。。。UPS AND DOWNS 的。。。

我也学会了很多东西，我学会了如何爱你，宠爱你，学习忍耐，包容，体贴，关心你~还有宽恕你~

人不是一个完美的动物，每个人都会犯错，只是看他们犯了错，肯不肯悔改，能不能不再犯同样的错了。。。
所以我也是会犯错，一些小小的事情，可能我会很介意，不过现在我不会了。。。因为我学会了。。。

我希望我们还有很多很多个100 天可以过。。。还有我希望你快乐每一天。。。不快乐的话，我的肩膀永远都会是你的依靠。。。

希望你看了我写的这些，脸上会有一个笑容，那就代表你也爱我了。。。:-) ♥

From: 你的 B 仔~ ♥

Lost~

Kinda lost myself in the middle of these busy days...

Try to find myself after these busy days...

What to do when i find it ?? o.O

I'm tired~

I'm tired...

Tired of reports and exams, tired of not getting enough rest...

I want to know what should be the reason for me to keep going where the ending is really really far...

I'm afraid, in the end, i'm all alone, and there's only me and my shadow...

I wonder why people have all the energy while i don't...

Gotta prove to myself that i can...

Let's do it, man~

God~

Once again, i was lost...lost in the thinking of YOU~

I need YOU, God~ Please help me out of my misery...

Help ??

I was always there when you need help.

Now i need help, where are you ??

Or should i just help myself ??

I don't get it.

Happy Birthday My Girl ♥ I H.E.A.R.T You~

Happy 18th Birthday to my girl, Tang Xin Yi~~~

I hope you enjoyed the two birthdays that i arranged for you...

Just like you said, one for the two of us, one with our friends...

Haha...i'm pretty glad that everything worked well~

Now you go enjoy your birthday in Ipoh bah~~

你应该知道你自己有多幸福了吧？哈哈~~ 尽情玩乐吧。。。

我爱你~生日快乐哦~

GIRLS~

Newly Added !!! :- XY told me that girls are sensitive and they always feel lack of confident, it is built-in themselves...they are also afraid of not being like what their boyfriend wanted them to be...example like: not pretty enough, not slim enough or anything...

But XY, let me tell you this: You are the best miracle that happened to me, so don't worry about being not perfect, cos i am not perfect too~~~ =)

Seriously, i'm don't mean to offend anyone on this post, just wanna write out my own feelings and opinions, so no offense everyone, and no hard feelings~

Well well well, I read Sze Yee's blog...she wrote about MAN~

haha, its a good writing for sure, she's trying to figure out why guys like to see or even stare leng mui or leng lui or mei mei or whatever they call the girls nowadays...haha~

Generally, (HAHA, at least one thing i can generalize), haha, most girls dont like their boyfriends keep looking or staring at another girls, well, i understand the feeling, quite familiar actually, its about something that happened during my form 2...but i really dun wanna mention it here...

I just have to say, for me, i got a girlfriend too. So i have to take care of her feelings and her fragile heart just because guys are always the reason that made girls cry~

That is also why i know that when to look and when to stop...hahahaha~

I'm not gonna generalize men, cos different people have different point of view...

Just wanna say that, its actually normal for guys looking at girls, as long as, in their HEART, their girlfriend is still number 1 !!!! Yeah, thats right...

As far as i know, the Fei Tucq i know, really really really really loves His Girlfriend...Not to mention how much Sze Yee love him too ~~And i mean it~

So, 有一句老话说，退一步海阔天空，进一步全都是空。。。（后面一句我自己乱来的）哈哈哈~

我没有想要批评任何人的意识~只是想说出我们男人的心声而已~只要记得，身为男友的我们，永远都把女友视为生命中非常重要的人。。。

千万不可以轻易放弃~~

By the way, this girl added me...LOL !!



OH !!! PS : As for Jeffrey Chin ler...he is totally normal...HE IS NOT A GAY LAR, i don't mean that he is a GAY...he's just kind of desperate, cos i always hear him singing Tae Yang's song :" Girl, I need a girl~~~~~~Girl you need me too~~"

HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!

Bye Goh~~

haiz, another leaver...lol~~from 6 to 1, and i hope that 1 will last the whole year...lol ==

a lot of different kind of emotions about my roommate, Goh leaving...lol~just dunno how to explain it... and for now, i'm lazy to explain too, lol~~

lazy lar............for more details, please go to vuikitty.blogspot.com ~ xDD

I'm ridin solo~~

So, i'm all alone without any roommate, looks like i'm going to be quite lonely ler...haha~

but nvm, i'll learn to live with it...although i hate being alone...

I still love you ♥

All things started from this~~



When all the things change, my love for you will never change~

All the things we've been through, our love shall not fade~



I love you more than you know it~

♥ is eternal~



Because



All the little things i did for you, it really came from within my heart~the sincerity, i hope you can feel it~~♥



I will never stop loving you~♥

More new songs to intro, from Alwyn's~~

Cheer up, my friend...

Lawrence Kiing, i'm not sure how long have i known you, but it is certainly enough for me to concern about your situation right now, and try my best to keep you happy and away from the sadness...

I'm sorry i did not talk to you much when "it" happened, maybe i was busy with something, or it all just slip through my mind...

I read all the latest post on your blog , http://iblaheverythinghere.blogspot.com/

I can see how hurt you are...Definitely unexplainable by words, believe me, dude, i know how it feels...

So that's why i gotta write this and let you know, i'm still here for you, dude~~You still got a lot of friends, including me of course, who really care about you...

I wish you all the best, Lawrence, you are a good guy, you sure can find a good girl...trust me, God is fair and He will never let you down...

Congratulations after your surgery, i think your hand now wont sweat anymore, right ?? xD

So, the bottomline is CHEER UP DUDE~~ ^^





And i just realised our smile has not changed~~xD

信任, Trust, Believe, Percaya~

信任

这两个字

说难不难

说简单 不简单

人 往往在还不了解彼此之前

建立了信任

却在了解过后

留下了一辈子的不信任

谎言

不需要多

一次就够

一次的谎言

带来一辈子的不信任

给所有女孩:

男孩们有时候不是故意骗人

男孩们刚开始的认真

男孩们刚开始的老实

却换来吵架的局面

男孩们不舍得妳流泪

为了让妳开心

编制了一次又一次的谎言

那谎言很伤人

但男孩们的心

也会累的

他们也是人

他们讨厌吵架

他们自己更讨厌谎言

因为有了一个谎言的开始

他们就要用无数个谎言去掩盖那谎言

那男孩的辛苦

几个人去体谅过了?

我们女孩善于用言语表达我们的不快乐

善于用言语告诉大家我们内心的痛苦

男孩们不善于表达

在大家眼里

永远都是男孩的错误

其实

常常只是一句无心的话

可以造成无比的伤害

男孩们的伤

比谁都重

但因为他们不善于用言语表达

所有人都指责男孩

支持着女孩

其实你的不安全感

你的太在乎

会带给男孩无比的担心和烦恼

谁知道了?

男孩多么在乎你

嘴巴上不说

但是心里却是最在乎你

你..... 知道了吗?

男孩们内心的痛苦

只能在跟朋友出去玩的时候发泄

只能在烟酒里找麻醉剂

但女孩们只顾着自己担心男孩的身体

一直劝男孩不要伤害自己的身体

殊不知

就是因为妳

男孩才选择麻醉自己

男孩用这种方式去忘记那伤痛

女孩们用言语及眼泪

得到大家的同情和疼爱

那男孩呢?

给所有男孩:

当女孩们不开心

伤心流泪的时候

不是嫌她烦

女孩自己也很讨厌自己流泪

她也会很无助

你不了解女孩的眼泪

女孩的眼泪犹如钻石

你们只会怪女孩

哭什么哭?

眼泪能解决事情么?

男孩们有着烟酒麻醉自己

女孩呢?

女孩的谎言

是怕你担心

有些话说不得

怕你起疑心

只好选择不说

开始编织谎言

因为要你开开心心

不要你不快乐

女孩不能控制自己的不安全感

女孩不能控制自己的在乎

更无法控制自己的眼泪

流泪的她

该怎么办?

为了让自己开心

尽量寻开心

但男孩还觉得那女孩不在乎

难道女孩要学会让自己开心

也错了吗?

信任

有多难?

但

又谈何容易?

烟酒只能暂时麻醉

别为了不值得的女孩

伤害自己的身体

更把自己的形象搞得更糟糕

原本的你

是个多么纯洁的男孩

虽然痛苦

但我相信还有别的发泄管道

加油 ♥

眼泪只能暂时发泄

不如收起眼泪

拿出笑容

让大家知道

我们不用眼泪博取同情

我们的眼泪只给自己看见

不让别人看见我们的脆弱

带着笑容的妳

最美 ♥

Time to intro some songs lor ^^

This post intro English songs~~Stay tuned for Chinese songs intro~~



What if i'm the one for you? and you're the one for me ??



Can i get an encore ???



Caught in the love hangover~~~



Locked in love i am~



The DJ got us fallin in love again~~ YEAH MAN~~



I just need somebody to loveeeeeee oh ohh~~



Never say never~~~



Chris Brown talks about himself after the "mistakes" he made by assaulting Rihanna~



The theme song for Step Up 3D



2012, a quite nice song~



It was only just a dream~~~



She's so beautiful, and i tell her everyday~~Cause you're amazing, just the way you are~~



So the angels do cry~



Everyone had their teenage dream~



Ah yew likes this~~



Something more ??



I'm always on Earth lar...lol~

Wah, Bro~~

Whoa, i think i guess right this time...lol~~anyway, congratulations, bro~~

I finally finished week 2 in sem.2, quite a week, bit tiring lar, but quite happy ^^ there are many reasons i am happy, i think most of them know, especially her...i think its kinda good the "thing" that we have right now~



So, i'm gonna step up and work harder in my study soon~~gambateh everyone~



A little jokes for you guys~