Come on Man!! Stand UP !!!!

It's been a while since i've written smth normal on my blog...lol~

Well, away with all the emo post, i found out that i am an optimistic guy after all, of course with all the brothers backing me up and are always there for me~Yeah, no doubt, if you are reading this, Thats YOU, MAN !! haha~

In fact, i'm a changed person, with all the experience i got, i learn to be a better person now~

Let's talk about my activity lately, last week, i had 3 tests which is Optics, Chemistry and Programming Concept. That 3 tests cost me my sleep time, play time, and shit time...(or maybe not shit time, i still got a little bit time to shit =P)

Ok carry on, after the test, got a full report to do, but i finished it quite early so i got longer time to play...Hehe~

Friday is always the day that i've been waiting for, cos it is when all of us brothers gather and have fun, shoot and shout like crazy and to release our stress and of course strengthen out brotherhood...I'll never forget all those fun moments we had, man~xD (we played COD4 and Dota~)

Oh!! Saturday baby~~Noon COD again, at night we played basketball and then they came my room to watch Haunted Changi and American Pie:Beta House...xDD Just the kind of saturday that i want...=D

Today was ok for me...Ok, enough craps, let's see some of my photos lately...

Cute?? xD

The Band Of Brothers

We're not boys anymore! xD

Blackjack~~~~

What are you looking at??

What a slut!

Not enough sleep~

Still gotta be handsome sometime too...xD

I think i wont ever be the same after this...this time i really climbed so high and fall down so hard...i know what i'm gonna do next time...^^

我明白了~

经过这件事情过后，我终于知道以前的我是多么的笨，不过爱情本来就不能拿来作比较，我也不需要太计较~你要我放开你，我已经成全你了，希望接下来的你会过得更好，更开心~因为我知道我给你带来很多不开心和烦恼，都是我的错~

其实我想了很久才做这个决定，这可能是对我们最好的决定。

所说的：如果她是你的，不管什么事情发生，她怎样都是你的，如果不是你的话，她永远都不是你的。

这句话是对的~

我已经没有遗憾了，我深深地爱过，真心的付出过，我其实并没有吃亏~我没有后悔~

谢谢你也爱我一下子~

一下子已经够了~

我只是需要一些时间适应，我会没事的。。。

还有谢谢大家的关心，没有你们的支持，我也没有今天~ =)

A story of a stupid boy.

So, it has been a long time since i updated my blog...Never really had the time or the motivation to write a post...But now i do...So i'm gonna tell u all a short story~

Once upon a time, there was this stupid boy named Bird, who fall in love with a girl. Therefore, he chased the girl, and on 23/7, they got together. It was count as the best day of his life in Kampar ever since his friends from Sibu had left the town.

They had a tons of sweet moments and experienced a lot of happy, sad, exciting, and stupid things. After 2 months, the results for Sem.1 came out. She had a bad result. She decided to breakup with the boy. The boy was devastated. He experience the first highest falling of his life. He had no one to turned to. He had no choice.

The girl was cruel. But Bird did not give up. He believe that the girl is still in love with him. He tried and said a lot of things to her, she finally accepted him back. That is the first experience of the boy's worst nightmare.

The boy did a lot things for her, he seldom asked for anything in return. He put 100% into the relationship. The girl starts to criticize him in many ways. But the boy still compliments her at the same time. He thought she was kidding. She even said some mean words to him that made him unforgettable.

One day, during Sem.2 sem break, she suddenly tell him:" Let's breakup. Sorry. Can we just be friends?" The boy was like:" WTF?? What did i do wrong?" He never get the answer for this. But the boy said some crazy words which he never said to a girl before. He regrets it. But they eventually got together again. That was the second knife through his heart.

Sem.3 begins. At first, everything was still ok, but the boy realize more and more things, clues that the girl had changed. He thinks that she might not love him anymore. But he choose to pretend that he doesnt know anything.

One day, he can't stand it anymore. He said all the truths out and the girl confirmed that all his early judgement were all true. She said:" I don't love you anymore." The five words that instantly stopped the boy's heart, the boy keep asking why, when, how, what happen. The girl just answered:" I don't know." The boy cried, this was the deepest stab through the heart, after that the girl couldn't see the guy suffering, then she wanted him back to be her BF. But everything was not the same anymore.

Up until after Valentines Day, the topic came up again. The same tragedy happen again. The feeling has changed. The boy can't feel anything for a few days. He went so up high, and suddenly fell into the deep valley.

Well, easy to say, the boy is ME. I learned a lesson, and i appreciate those who had cared about me. I know one thing from all of this. I won't be the same anymore.

Back in blogging? I dont know~

I havent been writing for about a month...why??

There are quite number of reasons why i dont wanna write...but i think most of u know(if u asked and i said)~

A lot of things happened. Lots of things have changed. Can i dont be a part of it? I tried to stay the same, I do. But.......