Love~

Love is ..................

1. An unsolved puzzle...

2. Mysterious.....

3. What makes people 又爱又恨 ( Eh i dunno the english for this )...LOL~~~

4. the only thing that makes people feel happy and the happiness can make u feel sweet all day long...

5. confusing...

6. complicated...

7. a lot of I Don't Knows...............

What do you think about love?? Comment at the chatbox beside.......=) Thx for ur support...

彩虹 Rainbow

突然想起彩虹，就来写一个故事吧。。。

人生有起有落，有喜有悲，有好有坏，其实我们面对人生应该要有一种乐观的态度，不管你是什么星座的啦，这个态度就注定你的人生了。。。

每个人都会遇到挫折，只是看你遇到挫折的时候能够处理它吗，能够接受它吗。。。当你遇到挫折的时候，就好像在路上走着走着，突然下起大雨了（有雨伞都不能回的那种雨，哈哈), 回不到家了，你只能找地方躲雨，等雨停。。。

不要忘记雨后会有美丽的，七彩光谱的彩虹，画在天上，让人欣赏。。。只要看到这一道彩虹，总能让人觉得人生是充满希望的。

所以，每当我们遇到难关的时候，不妨用另外一个角度去想，再慢慢调式自己的心情，然后学着去接受它，这样才对得起自己，对得起所有人。。。

到最后，我希望那些对自己失望的人，遇到难题的人，上帝不可能只安排给你痛苦与伤心，所以肯定会有欢喜与快乐的。。。不要沮丧，人生才刚开始呢。。。=)

I miss you =)

I miss your appearance, that closes our distance by zero...

I miss your face, it's the prettiest face i've ever seen...

I miss your eyes, that look me in my eyes, and i know what you are going to say...

I miss your mouth, all the sweet things that you have told me...

I miss your lips, that you used to kiss me...

I miss your ears, that i always say the sweet things to you =)

I miss your smile, that melts my heart all the time...

I miss your voice, that makes me feel peaceful all day long...

I miss your laugh, which brightens my day...

I miss your jokes, that makes me happy the whole day...

I miss your hands, that i like to hold...

I miss your fingers, that always pinch me or point at me...

I miss your nails, that you polished and done beautifully just to let me see...

I miss your legs, that you always step on me...

I miss YOU =) Miss your everything...

Do u miss me? o.O

Am i really happy?

Phew~~~~ Just reached KL and my bro came LCCT to fetch and we went for supper at Asia Cafe near the Taylors... and then we head back to his wife's home... This place is cozy and comfortable...

But i suddenly felt moody...=.= i start to think, am i really a happy person?? I think i just miss my friends too much, lol~ all those in Sibu, in KL, in Kuching, in Kampar, in Ipoh, lol~ all over the world lar...

Actually i got a lot of things in my mind, and i wanna share it out, i wanted to say it out...but i think here is not a good place to share it out and there's no one for me to share with also... Maybe bcos they were busy or smth...Whatever~ The Show Goes On(i am listening to this song sang by Lupe Fiasco, xD) Anyway~~ =) Face ur life, Bird, no matter its depressing or miserable or exciting or interesting or whatever !!!! Cheer the F up~

Ok, i'm just envy about something...lol~ There.... i said it.... Haha~

Holidays~ Movies~ Games~ Hangouts~

Tron: Legacy~ A very futuristic movie, i can see how much computer took place in this movie, without computer, this movie can't be done this way, the designer and writer is really smart though if they can really write this kind of program...lol~~

8 out of 10 !!

Just watched this....it was damn great, its the kind of war movies that i like to watch, just like "Black Hawk Down" "Saving Private Ryan" "Band of brothers" and other war movies that i've watched...i liked it~

7 out of 10 !!

What is holidays? Holidays are the days that you enjoy without doing your work or without studying... Its the best part of our lives where somethings amazing can happen or NOT? lol~

Yeah well, lets cut to the chase, Oh, i've been watching movies lately, lots of them, now its time to share =)

The first movie i watched when i come back to Sibu - Fast Five

Its the best movie i've watched this year, perfectly matched my anticipation and taste, definitely worth the money =) 10 out of 10!!

Oh Harry Potter~ This is part I, its not bad, i din have time to watch it last year, so i got a chance to download and watch it this sem break~ Looking forward to the last movie the Part II ~

8 out of 10!

This movie is really epic funny!~ Haha, i swear if u dont laugh, i'll take off my pants~ LOL~~~

PS: Jessica Alba is soooooooo HAWT !!!!!!! =D

7 out of 10 !

OMG!!! This movie was introduced by Jeffrey Chin =) I like watching Jessica Alba acting, she's just so beautiful and damn sexayyyyyyy~~ xD Ok did i mention she was my goddess?? Hahaaa~

Naked scene, sex scene, comedy, love story~

8 out of 10 =)

Actually this movie is okok only~ Its about Robert being extremely unlucky when meeting that beard guy~ haha~ some funny parts in between though~

6 out of 10 ~

This is partially naked and sex scene, Now this is the movie that got me feeling just like the main actor! Its a typical love story but i really enjoy the storyline...Its great!

9 out of 10!

Oh! Action movie, i saw this guy on screen for 2nd time, the first time was him acting in the movie "Stormbreaker", i think not much of you watched it though...This movie is nice, i love superhero movies but this one is special, if you watched it you'll know, there will be a sequel to this =)

9 out of 10 !

Oh!! i still got Battle Los Angeles and Tron Legacy havent watch, i just finish downloaded it =)

Okayyyyy, so the rest of my holidays was playing NBA 2K11 the My Player and Jordan Challenge, DotA, and some Maple~ =D

More of the other times i was taking care of my grandma though, and sometimes hanging out with friends here like Goh, Jing Hou, Ah B, Teck Lek, Zi Wei, Lucia, Ting Ding...even saw the Form 6 gang at the Medan mall~ Cool~~

比较emo的我~

又到了夜深人静的时候，我每次都等没有人吵我的时候才写部落格，这样子灵感比较多~用的字没有那么肤浅，哈哈~开玩笑啦，不过没有人的时候会比较容易专心的写~

这么久以来，我都始终觉得自己是一个很开朗的人，其实我真的很爱笑，可能我笑起来样子不大好看，甚至有人觉得我笑得很假，其实我就是这样子笑，不懂做么~我只有真的觉得好笑的我才会笑，不好笑的我带过而已~

好了，离题了~

我真正想要写的东西是我比较emo的一面，我不知道为什么自己会变成这个样子，是我自己造成的吗？我不知道。。。我通常比较喜欢把自己emo的那一面藏起来，可是这么做的话，会熬出病来，忧郁症都有可能，我试过，我知道~

主要emo的原因是因为感情~ 我只能说，我深深地爱过，也被深深地伤害过，我虽然没有显现出我曾经受过什么很大的创伤啊什么的, 我当然也知道还有很多很多人受过更大的创伤或者伤害。。。不过我觉得应该没有人真正的了解我的感受吧，很多东西我都知道你们怎么去想我。。。

很多人想：哎哟，没什么啦，忍一下啦，吞下口水就过了啊，一下子就没事了，不要伤心了~

可是一个心一当碎了，它是需要时间康复和还原的，而且好了过后一定会留下疤痕的。。。当你想起那个疤痕的时候，你就会突然想哭了~

很多人又说：哭什么哭，男人可以哭的么？

这个你去问刘德华啦，他唱过，他知道~

很多人都是曾在感情中受过伤害，这是难免的，不过有一点，很多人都不明白，为什么要这样子去伤害一个人呢？这也没有人懂，可能他觉得这样子做其实没有什么，没有想到后果是那个人其实是会为了这份感情而伤心很久很久，而且可能永远都不敢再尝试爱情了~

很多歌都唱关于爱情的。。。为什么？因为人是重感情的，这世上让人想最多，烦恼最多的事情不是钱，是感情！！ 你敢说不是吗？

我相信很多都是过来人啦，都差不多会明白我所写的东西吧。。。我知道我写得不是很好，因为我的华语不好。。。我就随便抒发下我的感想，我的经历，我的意见。。。

我并没有在说任何人，这只是全粹我的想法~不过在读的人，应该都知道我的事情吧，不懂可以问我，哈哈~ 好啦，夜了，我要去做梦了~拜拜~~

PS: 我很久没有这种灵感了，谢谢你阅读我的文章，有意见的话可以在旁边的 chatbox 或者我的Facebook 留言，谢谢支持~!!

Friday the 13th ??

I just saw the calendar and realize tomorrow is Friday the 13th...I believe you all heard of the movie (or some of u dont =P), there is a few interesting facts or u can say its a superstitious thing (mostly believed by the Americans), it is called Black Friday, which means there would be bad fortune for that whole day...Well, i dont really believe in this thing but it seems kinda real as it was a very long history and explanation about this Black Friday at the Wikipedia...lol~ Anyway, in 2011, this May is the only month that got Friday on 13th...Interesting huh?? Take a look at this blog that my friend Lawrence Kiing, here's another superstitious or u might say interesting method that u can try out on Friday the 13th... Well then, for now, have fun, for tomorrow, BE CAREFUL! xD just joking~ It depends on urself to believe it or not~ =)

Back to hometown, Sibu~

After i come back here, i got a lot of news update...Apparently, my grandmother fell down from the stairs and broke her leg's bone, she went to operation and a metal was put in between the bones, i can imagine the pain inflicted on her...this news just broke my heart, and made me kinda no mood for quite a long time...

And my big bro just got a new baby, the baby name was Allan Lau Chang Xun (this laptop cant type chinese words) paiseh~lol~ and my offspring are going to be Lau Chang ... also~

Hmm~saw a lot of new gadgets at home, i just enjoy the food here, mom's cooking, sleeping til very late in the morning, enjoying holiday to the fullest...

PS: i never starve when i'm home~Hehe, a big different while i was at Kampar or KL or Ipoh or anywhere...xD

Summary of KL trip~(Very summary, xD)

Tag for ice skating~

SS before skating~

Our messy room, all just playing games...xD

Sze Yee's birthday !!

Almost dinnered at Full House~

Dinner at Manhattan Fish Market~

Getting ready for Sunway Lagoon~

BBQ group photo~

Short to tall??

Getting ready for ice skating~

The fun and exciting Sunway Lagoon~

Brunch at Kim Gary's

Saw Dizzy Wind and his friends...

Checking out from the hotel..

Ipoh Second Day~

Bowling in Ipoh Parade~

BBQ Night~

Can't get in the front seat, so we sit at the back seat - "Rebecca Black"

The Four Golden Flower?

The 4 lengluis~

Ok, the second day, breakfast near the housing area, driving manual Avanza, went to ipoh parade and jusco, played bowling, 1 hour finding parking, saw Soo Teng working there, and then back to the house again to prepare for BBQ~

Ipoh First day~

We went for dinner at Airport in De Garden...

The place is very beautiful, i can imagine how much they put into the renovation there...the food was ok, but the drinks there are damn expensive...

After that we went to Tang Shui Jie~ Eat the Rojak and Fruit ABC, damn nice...

Sem.3 break~

It's been a while since i wrote...haha~ Just being lazy hanging around...lol~

OK~After the exhausting and crazy difficult finals, we did a LOOOOT of things...

First of all, after the last paper, we took some photos at the library block there...after that went to secret recipe to taste the VERY DELICIOUS cheese cakes, OMG!!! i still remember the smooth taste and sweetness of the cheese cakes, it was the best...xD

And then we went back to Westlake to move our things to our new house > 1186!! yeah, it took quite a while and there was tons of things to move, it was very tiring also...until 10pm onli we got time to eat dinner at MM, and 11pm smth onli go CC, haha~

The next day, we move the rest of our things and check out from our room, took some time also, until 1am onli we start our journey to IPOH~~

The entire IPOH trip was fun, we were very grateful of Xin Yi's aunt's great hospitality and kindness to let us stay at her house..Sorry for any problems caused...But we certainly would not forget those 2 cute lil monster...haha~The childrens are really active and cute~haha~