For quite some time, i have been putting on the "smile" mask. Is it hiding your feelings a good thing to do? I don't know, seriously. But it doesn't harm anyone until now, so i guess its the right thing to do.
Ok, here comes the truth...
Truth is, deep inside of my heart, it has been a long long time since i am truly happy...
How to say?
I can feel that there is a weight or burden stuck within my heart and i could never move it or let it out. What could really be the reason?
I think the close friends around me should know or might know.
They say time is the best healer. It can heal everything, it's just a matter of time. Well, yes, time do heal our wounds, REAL wounds...So how about the wounds inside?
So far, there is nothing i can do to cover that hole inside my heart, but i can't blame anyone, this is nobody's fault, it's just part of our life and it's all part of growing up and mature.
What do i hope?
I hope, one day, when another person finally walked into my heart, would heal my wounds, and maybe stay in there forever. I don't ask for too much. Just don't hurt me.
It's kinda sad...=(
But luckily there's this guy, My handsome roommate,
Tay Vui Kit
Now i'm ok =)