Love? Life?

To: God

Life just got different today. It's unusual and i have to get used to it. There is nothing much to share or to tell, as no one really knows and cared.

I know i shouldn't grieve or abhor, but what else can i do?

I don't really know what to do, there is no instructions manuals to this lesson. But i've learned, and i will remember it forever.

As time passes, i hope i will be fine, i won't let anyone look down on me.

One thing that i'm very sure of, i am really not going to be the same to you and to myself anymore.

Let the time heal my wound and wash away the pain.

I want to be something but it is far far away from me now.

From: Your beloved son

Really?

Just very angry and disappointed. Nothing special. Just cant sleep for the whole night. Nothing worse. I tried damn hard to release the anger... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!