部落格是我的发泄之地。。。

宝贝，对不起，我以后不会再发泄在你的身上了。。。

我只会把它写在这里，过去的就算了。。。

我还是很在乎你。。。

接下来，听一些歌吧。。。

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, that cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blind..ed me
These bright lights are always blind..ed me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

可能最近压力越来越大的关系，脾气又变坏了，以前答应她会改掉我的坏脾气，我很怕我做不到了。。。

下个星期考试了，我应该要把注意力放在学业上了。。。加油。。。

管它的。。看开了。。。

我能够不能再想了吗？？bernard，你知道你很笨吗？？？

还在做梦？？ 妈的，醒来啦。。CB~~

下个星期考试了，怎么办？？SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO !!!!????

我知道我不配，算了吧。。。

今天补习超累的。。。

看照片吧。。。

at mr.ho house tuition add maths...

tis is So GAY～～

YES BOSS ?? FUN FAIR ?? OK OK..XD...

EERIC: I KNOW I'M VERY HANDSOME, DUN TAKE MY PIC PLS...LOL

我知道，都是我想太多。。。

我不可以想那么多了，要专注SPM~

我还能搞笑吗？？

Big Brother's Wedding~~~

星期六早上七早八早的爬起来，就是为了要去大哥家准备东西。

虽然很期待，可是同时也很爱睡。。。

到了大哥家，看到很多人都已经打扮好了。。。因为要早早去民丹俄接新娘回家...

大哥也穿到很帅去，西装整整齐齐的，很刁哦。。。

吃好寿面后，他们就出发了。。。

而我们一大堆的亲戚就在家里准备别的东西，我呢，就一直跟姐姐出去买东西，跑来跑去的，很累啊。。。

过了两个小时，新郎新娘都到了，这时，我们都要躲起来，跑到厨房看着外面放鞭炮，要等他们进来了，我们才可以出去。。。

然后就跟传统的风俗，拜主先，天地，家长，姨舅们。。。

拜好就上楼去房间换衣服了。。。换了衣服我们就准备出发到金喜楼去。。。

在那里也是很忙的啦，懒得把details写出来，哈哈。。。反正每次喝喜酒差不多都一样啦。。。哈哈。。。

吃好回到大哥家，大家收拾东西要回去了，有点依依不舍，尤其是“她”。。。还好来得及拿了她的电话号码，然后还能拍一张照，哈哈，总算满意啦。。。接下来继续看照片吧。。。

with 伴娘 Mei Mei, she's my cousin btw...haha...funny girl ~~

大哥和大嫂

拜阿公阿嫲

前门挂了红布

新娘车

改装后。。。

family photo~~

my family~~

she is so busy wif something...lolz...

专心的拜拜。。。

??

cool~~

阿姨们，快点打扮咯，要走了啦。。。哈哈。。。

嘉宾提名录

me and my sis~

婚礼也算很顺利的进行了，谢谢大家的付出与合作，让婚礼添加色彩。。。

A Lazy Post~~~

很感人的故事,转以给浪漫的女人………

1) 背你上楼的男人

她是城市的白领,他是城市的扛包工人.高中毕业后,两个人划着完全不同的青春轨迹.可是,
他们依然保持着恋人的关系.仅仅是保持着.

白天,她在公司里喝正宗的雀巢咖啡,下班后,她吃他买来的廉价的冰棍;中午,她品味着公司里精致的饭菜,晚上,
他带她去脏兮兮的饭馆吃并不正宗的兰州拉面.她认为,自己的生活太不协调.这样的恋情,从开始的那一天, 便仿佛注定了某一种结局.

他每天去接她,然后送到她所居住的白领公寓的电梯口, 道一声晚安,匆匆离去.那天她突然想撒娇,她说背我上去吧!他看了看电梯,电梯运转良好,
然后他回头,说,好.他没问理由.他背着她,从一楼开始,慢慢向上爬.爬到一半他累了,他说休息一下好不好,她突然来了兴致,
娇嗔着说不行.他就真的没有休息,一直爬到她的寓所所在的13楼. 她问他累不累,他说累,比扛包累.她知道他说的是真的 , 她有了一丝感动.
但他们还是分手了.因为有时候,仅有感动,并不能够将爱情维持 .爱情的本身,除了感动,好象还有太多的琐碎.城市里并不缺少一个扛包工人,所以他回到乡下.
他偶尔会给她打电话,告诉她他现在种着大棚,挣了一些钱.她听着,淡淡的. 那时她已经有了新的男友,门当户对的,可以充门面,协调生活的那种.

然后某一天,他有一次打来电话,说他攒够了五千元钱,这些钱可以在乡下娶老婆了.她发现,突然间,自己的眼角,竟然有些湿润.
她新交的男友也是每天接她下班,送她至电梯,很绅士地道一声晚安,然后离去某一天她说,背我上去吧.男友说 ,行.
那时电梯停在一楼,男友背起她,飞快地冲进电梯.她伏在男友的背上,与电梯一起爬升,心却在飞快地下沉.
男友嘿嘿笑着,好象对自己这个带着幽默的小伎俩很是满意.那一天,她没有接受男友照例的吻别.

她给他打电话,她问他那五千块钱花出去了吗?然后她便发现自己泪流满面.他说花出去了。
她扔掉了电话,那一刻, 她觉得自己正在失去整个世界.
几天后她在电梯门口看到他,他的手里拿着一枚戒指,很高档. 他把戒指扬了扬,说, 五千块.她乐了.
然后她开始哭泣,哭得一塌糊涂.
她说背我上去?他说好.然后他背着她,一步步爬着楼梯.途中他累了,他说这次让不让休息,她说不行不行.
他就沉默着,一直爬到了13层.这时她想,如果一个男人,肯背着一个女人爬最漫长的楼梯,甚至可以不问理由,
那么,这个女人,还有什么理由拒绝他呢?她给了他一个长久热烈的吻.
2)<<一杯鲜奶 >>

一个穷苦学生郝武德.凯礼，为了付学费，挨家挨户地推销货品。到了晚上，发现自己的肚子很饿，而口袋里只剩下一个小钱。
然而当一位年轻貌美的女孩子打开门时，他却失去了勇气。他没敢讨饭，却只要求一杯水喝。女孩看出来他饥饿的样子，
于是给他端出一大杯鲜奶来。他不慌不忙地将它喝下。而且问说，『应付多少钱？』
而她的答复却是：「你不欠我一分钱。母亲告诉我们，不要为善事要求回报。」
于是他说：「那么我只有由衷地谢谢了」当郝武德.凯礼离开时，不但觉得自己的身体强壮了不少，而且对天主与对人的信心也增强了起来。
他原来已经陷入绝境,准备放弃一切的。
数年后，那个年轻女孩病情危急。当地医生都已束手无策。家人终于将她送进大都市，以便请专家来检查她罕见的病情。
他们请到了郝武德?凯礼医生来诊断。当他听说，病人是某某城的人时，他的眼中充满了奇特的光辉。他立刻穿上医生服装，
走向医院大厅，进了她的病房。医生一眼就认出了她。他立刻回到诊断室，并且下定决心要尽最大的努力来挽救她的性命。
从那天起，他特别观察她的病情。经过一次漫长的奋斗之后，终于让她起死回生，战胜了病魔。
最后批价室将出院的帐单送到医生手中，请他签字。医生看了帐单一眼，然后在帐单边缘上写了几个字，就将帐单转送到她的病房里。
她不敢打开帐单，因为她确定，需要她一辈子才能还清这笔医药费。但最后她还是打开看了，而且帐单边缘上的一些东西，特别引起她的注目。
她看到了这么一句话：「一杯鲜奶已足以付清全部的医药费！」签署人：郝武德.凯礼医生。
眼中泛滥着泪水，她心中高兴地祈祷着：「天主啊！感谢您，感谢您的慈爱,藉由众人的心和手，不断地在传播着。」

现在你有两种选择：
1.你可将它传扬出去或传播一些积极的信息
2.或者你根本不去理会它，就像你无动于衷一样

School,Shopping,Haircut,Tsunami,Fun Fair~~Unforgettable~~

in the morning of a normal wednesday, i woke up to appoint my date wif ah hong...haha...i called all the innocents, but there's onli ah hong who did came to our date(its juz a breakfast lar,XDD), the others like eddy and zhuang were practicing their "Song of 5S4" at school, ah yew ler, no nid say lar, sure haven wake up de...we ate our breakfast and head to skol for our chemistry class...after chemistry, we went to yamcha again, then head back to skol for add maths...

after add maths, we went to pasar to yamcha again wif nic and yew...got back after tat, had lunch, slept for a while, then head to parkson to buy my clothes, i bought some pants, belt, tie, clothes...hmm, it was damn satisfying!!! haha...got time to cut my hair while at parkson, it was for the photo taking 2moro and my bro's wedding too, gotta look handsome, u know~~ XD

well, after cut my hair, i called yew to pick me up at parkson, he arrived wif his KANCIL and hong eddy kelly inside...we wanted to go watch movies at Kings, its called TSUNAMI, the movie was reli nervous and its a total disaster and tragedy, but overall, i give it a 3-STAR~~^_^

after movies, we went to the Fun Fair, werent managed to take any photos coz it was too high~~~ haha...i was so crazy tat i keep screaming rude words on the rides !! LOL...it was reli funny !!

the craziest ride of the night !!!!

now watch the new youtube tat i found !!

MUST WATCH THIS, SUPER JUNIOR SINGS CHINESE SUPER GIRL !!

the only video of tis song i can find in youtube, with embedding =.=

SEXY CHICK~~~

its a sexy video...LOL...

well, its HOLIDAY now !!!!! haha, i truly love holidays, plus tis holiday is my bro's wedding week, it is reli exciting...haha...thinking of all the new clothes and pants i'm gonna buy, tats even more exciting...

oh hey, i'm officially studying right now...haha...i hope u guys and gals do the same too...gud luck every1...

HUSH HUSH~~

PUSSYCAT DOLLS - HUSH HUSH

SATURDAY IS A TIRING BUT FUN DAY FOR ME...

UPDATED...HAHAHA...SIMPLE AND SHORT...

CELEBRATION BY MADONNA

HUSH HUSH~~

FRIDAY SCHOOL AND DINNER AT RP~

today is friday, from my point of view, friday is the most relaxing day in all school days...love fridays bcoz its the last day of school of the week....hahaha...

2day biology period, the teacher, puan su seemed like a bit nervous trying to finish teaching Unit 5: Inheritance in class, she made a lot of mistakes during the lesson, which we corrected...well, we can totally feel the pressure of SPM through Puan Su(Favourite Biology Teacher EVER !!)...

after bio period, there is a bit windy and storm-like rain and lighting, the strong wind blew our curtains up high, and we felt chilly and cool tat time...it makes the whole class rise up and high ! LOL...

after our recess, we go to AVA room to watch movie !! its about SATU MALAYSIA, but it was acted by some famous actors in MALAYSIA and also SINGAPORE...some video were really funny, and we kept laughing there...XDDD...

we went to ISCF after school, the theme today was to wish all the participants in PMR, SPM and STPM good luck and to get gud results...

so night time our AJK of Class Magazine went to rejang park for our 庆功宴(class magazine was out), and thanx to NICHOLAS(President of AJK of class magazine) for buying us dinner for 2nite, thx a lot ( colour error ) zzz...

班刊终于出来了！！！OUR BABY(CLASS MAGAZINE) IS BORNED !!!

           

              经过几个月的努力还有苦心，我们的孩子（5S3的班刊）终于诞生了。。。OH YEAH！！！！！其实班刊的idea我们很早就开始实行了，而且过程当中我们都牺牲了很多东西，不过一切都是值得的，因为这是我们两年在一起以来的所有记忆还有精髓~~真的是太棒了！！！

            首先，要非常感谢我们班刊所有的AJK including 勇恩，紫薇，JOYCE, JOANNE, PENNY, XIAO LAI, WOAN TYNG, BERNARD(ITS MYSELF LAR,XDD), JOSEPH YU, ANDREW WONG, KELLY CHEW, LEE MING FANG & HA HOW ROEI...帮忙完成这一个班刊，这一个班刊能够‘生’产都是大家的功劳，辛苦大家了。。。我们花了差不多4个月的时间来做这一本班刊，本来以为很简单，但是做起来却有难度，不过，我们也从中学习了很多知识还有做事情的方法。。。

            我们班刊的主题是“唯忆”。。。

            唯忆的意思就是唯一的回忆。。。哈哈，够吊吧，我还觉得蛮深奥的，但是就是很刁的啦。。。哈哈哈。。。

            班刊里面有152面，而且每一面都是紫薇一手粘到A4纸上，然后排好好，才拿去复印的。。。紫薇的功劳不小哦，哈哈。。。成果出来了大家都感到非常满意，我本身也觉得超吊的！！！我们自己做的班刊，实在是为我们5S3一班感到骄傲啊,haha....

这就是我们的班刊的封面，这是经过我们精心挑选的封面，还有主题，封面的字都是我们一手包办的。。。

真的是好吊哦！！

SMK TUNG HUA 5S3/2009

“唯忆”

Paw took this for me...XD

ah yew 和我在补习，傻傻的。。。哈哈。。。

Star and D3mOn...BFF(Best Friends Forever) i wrote it just in case u guys and gals dunno the meaning...hahaha...

Whats tat face ?? LOL...

Lawrence chatting wif Annie there, i was concentrating doing my PHYSICS...LOL !!!

Yamcha at Rejang Park...

Ah Yew Again...haha...took tis for him, NOTE: TATS OUR CLASS T-SHIRT !!

Miley Cyrus~~

erhemmm(clear throat), ok...wow, its been 5 days since i posted new blog, damn lazy de me =.=

a bit into miley cyrus lately because of the song ''PARTY IN THE USA'' but long ago i liked ''THE CLIMB'' , i'm pretty sure its many ppl's favourite oso...

Miley Cyrus is 17 years old tis year juz like me...LOL, but she is far more talented, and tons of ppl are attracted and amazed by her superb voice...**envy**

Lets juz see her videos:

Like tis A Lot !!

wow, all famous stars !!

Miley Cyrus BFF, Taylor Swift, another 1 of my favourited songs...

MORE RESULTS =.=

[Innocent]D3mOn >> GOLD MEMBER, WOOO~~~

thx KELLY !!!!  for ur cute basket...hahaha...

Souvenir from Sabah 

erm...quite disappointed with my add maths, i reli thought i could get improvement tis time, too bad, it dropped =.=

chemistry oso din do veli well =.=, waiya, i tot its easier tis time, wtf...

1 word wrong onli, my teacher say : i thought ur english very good ??

i wrote FRAGRANT to FRAGANT =.=

i wan to reply her: juz a mistake, my english still very good...wakakakaka...

CLASS T-SHIT IS OUT !!!

our class 5S3 de T-shirt is out at last, check out the photos !!!

Know where am i ??

Our Class Motto

Quite big Size for me

Its US !!!

L too big ler ... =.=

taken at tuition

fuh's calculator

Stupid but True~~~

STUPID QUESTIONS WITH THE SMART ANSWERS:  
BOY: May I hold your hand? 
GIRL: No thanks, it isn't heavy. 
  
GIRL: Say you love me! Say you love me! 
BOY: You love me... 
  
GIRL: If we become engaged will you give me a ring?? 
BOY: Sure, what's your phone number?? 
  
GIRL: I think the poorest people are the happiest. 
BOY: Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple 
  
GIRL: Darling, I want to dance like this forever. 
BOY: Don't you ever want to improve?? 
  
BOY: I love you and I could die for you! 
GIRL: How soon?? 
  
BOY: I would go to the end of the world for you! 
GIRL: Yes, but would you stay there?? 
  
SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss?? 
TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth. 
   
MAN: You remind me of the sea. 
WOMAN: Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting? 
MAN: NO, because you make me sick. 
   
WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other. 
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth. 
  
MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think, Peter? 
PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly. 
  
1) Girlfriend : "....And are you sure you love me and no one else ?" 
Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday". 
   
2) Teacher : "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?" 
Pupil : "The moon". 
Teacher : "Why?" 
Pupil : "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it". 
  
3) Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?" 
Pupil : "A teacher". 
   
4) Waiter : "Would you like your coffee black?" 
Customer : "What other colors do you have ?" 
  
5) My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs. 
   
6) Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !" 
Sam : "It's a family tradition". 
Teacher : "What do you mean?" 
Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher". 
Teacher : "What about your mother?" 
Sam : "She's a woman".. 
   
7) Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?" 
David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated". 
   
8) Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?" 
Student : "Brotherly love". 
   
9) Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?" 
Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook". 
  
10) Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?" 
Doctor : "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died". 
  
11) Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?" 
One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time." 
  
12) Teacher : " George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. 
Now do you know why his father didn't punish him ?" 
One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."  
 

SCHOOL REOPEN AND RESULTS~~

Well, i'm quite ok wif the school reopen thing, i wan to get back my results and all...lol, well, homeworks still haven done but 2day still can pass veli safely, LOL...

most of all, i am quite satisfied wif my results and marks, juz for PM, 43, watever lar, i dun care bout PM and oso the CB teacher...lolzzz...

Physics and Bio improved a bit, i'm pretty sure BM and MM too, coz haven giv out all the papers yet...

later got 2 tuition again, sien ar...now hav to do homework ler =.=