Saturday, September 24, 2011

Long lost confidence...

Ok...can i say that i have lost trust in love? or just that i don't have the confidence to fall in love anymore?

I don't think every story has a happy ending...but i certainly hope it wasn't a sad one too...

Unfortunately, i've been forcing myself not to get into any story for the time being...

And i do miss you......more than you can imagine...i hope this isn't real, but its as real as it gets...

So, reality sucks~~

Should i grieve or should i feel fortunate?? Maybe in time, i will understand this even better...

But for your info, i'm not emo-ing...i just hate that i have to live through this part of life...

It's amazing how THE ALMIGHTY plans things...I'm definitely impressed~~

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Back from the pack.

Oh well........It's been a month since i've last updated my blog... I have a confession to make. Yes, i was lazy and yes, i got a lot of things i wanted to express but i don't feel like writing...

But finally i convinced myself to write this...and yes...i'm going to talk about my holiday~

So i stayed at Klang for 3 days...Enjoyed my free life and finished 潜行狙击~ Downloaded 风行 and found my favourite english dramas there (say bye bye to boring holidays~~ xD)

And then i came back to Sibu, my hometown, one of the closest place i can related to HEAVEN in describe.(maybe home is the better way to describe it). Yes! HOME, as we know it, the best place that we could stay.

Not to say that everytime i'm leaving Kampar, there's a feeling of unwilling to go back, but i'm happy to go back, and then when i got back, there is a feeling of 'i miss my friends in Kampar', and then right now, i'm very satisfied with my holidays. Everyday, i just hang around my laptop, watching dramas, movies, hang out with friends, go out with my family, spend time with them...
What else could be more happy than this, right?

It's so damn important that we appreciate and love our friends and family, cos without them, i can't even find a reason to stay alive anymore. Ok, maybe its a little bit exaggerated but its true.

There are times, where your past is haunting you, you convince yourself you have moved on since then, but are you?