Reality and life

Sometimes, the reality is so disappointing, that it makes you want to give up everything. But if you strive through it, you will find out that this is merely a small stone standing in your way, and all you have to do is to kick it away.

Staying positive in our lives is one of the most important things ever. Being negative will not take you anywhere. This is something that i learned over the past years. I had been in bad condition, really down, really upset, completely devastated, but yet i let it all pass by me. I knew i had to let it go, although the pain has gotten to me, and the scars stay, but I'm still alive. That's the point. 

Though it may be harder to convince one to be positive because what you say might not have a big influence on them, but it's worth a try. 

Thought of the day: I had never understood why people would like reading books so much. A book is so thick and so full of words sometimes, that it makes me sleepy. But today i understand, when the book is really well-written, those words can really catch you in the moment and keep u in the book, that's the power of words, some power that i wish i also have. 

I've been thinking of writing a letter to myself when i'm 40 years old. Set a goal, see whether i can achieve it. Write my thinking, see whether i have changed. A reminder, as to what kind of person i should be and what i should not.

At the point of you criticizing someone actually diminishes your own value in others' perception.

I'm back..

Writing, a power given to you at your own fingertips.
A great way to express yourself where you can just let it all out disregard all the comments and opinions people give you.

 I guess the reason i'm back on writing this blog is because I've accumulated a hell lot of things inside that i just wanted to release. I always had a lot in my mind, ideas, feelings, opinions, caring, questions. I wonder when is the day that i question what's on others mind, there are so many things that are mind-boggling for me, but figuring out what they are thinking is just too much of work and it is really really exhausting.

Maybe one day i'll just stop figuring it out and stop caring and live with myself. Letting a person go is hard but letting a person in is even harder. There is not one day that i wouldn't stop questioning about why do i make my own life so hard, isn't it just better to not think of it and fuck everything else?

 2013 is long long year. A year full of first times, surprises, sadness, happiness, everything. What's important is what i've learned throughout the year, i learn to be contented, be happy with everything around me, appreciate everyone around me, although everything and some things may turn against me, but fuck 'em, i can't make everyone happy, if you're not happy, just go fuck yourself. I don't have the responsibility to care about your feelings and how you think about me, i'm gonna be me and that's how it's going to be.

 For 2014, I will not expect anything, I just have to be brave to face challenges and have no fear, i think that's going to be my motto of the year. I guess that's it for now. To myself, be brave!