Tuesday: The Big News...

today started off wif a normal and usual boring days...onli tat its even more boring when my seammate din come AGAIN...lolz...make me feel so boring and unexcited at skol...haha...but then at the tuition, i arrived and saw penny shouting tat she is not chosen~~ lolz, i asked her chosen for wat ? she say its plkn !! lolz...i was a bit shocked and then kelly says she is selected jor, then i quickly took out my hp and checked it, and i am suprised tat gene is oso selected...lolz, the msg arrived and then it says: TAHNIAH! 921211135981 BERNARD LAU BICK SUNG terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri 7/2010... WTF !!! i shouted ''kao'' loudly at the stairs...lolz...i am disappointed and sad and angry, its complicating, haha...tats the big news of the day...and our physics tuition came a new girl >> annie(lawrence's fren)...haha...

Not Meant To Be - Theory Of a Deadman

Monthly Favourited

Its never enough to say i am sorry 
Its never enough to say I care 
but I am caught between 
what you wanted from me 
and knowing if i give that to you 
i might just disappear 

Nobody wins when everyones losing 
oh, its like one step foward 
and two stepsback 
no matter what i do your always mad 
and I can't change your mind 
Oh, Its like tryin to turn around on a one way street 
I can't give you what you want 
and it's killing me and I, 
I'm starting to see that 
maybe we're not meant to be 

Its never enough to say I love you 
No, It's never enought to say I try 
Its hard to believe that there's 
no way out for you and me. 
And it seems to be 
the story of our life. 

Nobody wins when everyones losing 
Oh, Its like one step forward 
and two steps back 
No matter what I do you're always mad 
and I can't change your mind, oh 
Its like trying to turn around on a 
on way street. I can't give 
you what you want and its killing me 
And Im, i'm starting to see 
that maybe we're not meant to be 

Theres still time to turn this around 
should we be building this up 
instead of tearing it down 
But I keep thinking 
maybe it's too late 

It's like one step foward 
and two steps back, 
no matter what I do 
you're always mad and I 
Can't change your mind oh 
Its like trying to turn around on a 
on way street. I can't give 
you want you want and its killing me 
And I finally see, 
Baby we're not meant to be 

It's like one step foward 
and two steps back, 
no matter what I do 
you're always mad and I ... 

Baby I'm sorry to see, 
Maybe we're not meant to be

Monday Gossip~~~

well, its juz an ordinary skol day, but i was reli worried bout my study lately, dunno whether i played too much or relax too much...i haven reli got the feeling to study anymore, skol+homeworks+tuition is reli too tiring for me...all these days, most fun time is hanging out wif my frens...today my seatmate, zi wei, was quite mad bout the debatting things, i din noe wat happened and i wasnt dare enuf to ask her wat happen, LOL, so i juz let her think it off and work it out...after recess, she came back wif smiles on her face after she hanged out wif Ah Ho...LOL, i felt relax again after chatting wif her bout things, and was relieved tat she doesnt feel tat mad again...after chinese i went back home immediately and went to sleep, lolz, coz its reli tiring(skol)...then i was waked up by ah yew's phone call, says we r going out to eat wif andrew them, i rushed and changed my cloth then i went into nic's car...we arrived at the coffee shop and gossip-ed bout many things in our skol, it was quite nice conversation or shud say gossip, lolz...i realise there are many kind of ppl in our class, and its within my anticipation tat those ppl would say or do smth like tat...well, i'm juz glad tat among our frens, we are still veli united...its a nice afternoon i had...hope for more chances in the future as tis is our last year studying 2gather, chances like tis are veli rare...so we all went back home like usual after tat...back home, wrote tis blog and rdy for tuition at 7pm again...whoosh...

E3r!c's party...Dota Night !!!

so, eeric decided to held his birthday party at his own house...i was glad to hear tat...lolz...me and hua shii and fuh and fuh's bro went to delta mall to buy hush puppies underwear for eeric...haha...after tat we went to look at the pc...we finish walking and looking then we go to eeric's house ler...we set up our laptops and ready for dota...keke...after dinner, we quickly rush to our seats and start Eeric's Computer Centre...we played for so many rounds and there are many problems in the middle of the game, lag, dc, wireless prob...lolz...but we did hav a lot of fun tat nite, in the end, i went back in fuh's car...and haven got time to write bout it until now...LOL...

it's ok...

well, everything is fine and ok now, i spent the whole day doing my homework and watching one tree hill season 6, its reli gud, but i stayed at home the whole day, the furthest i went is to my backyard...lolz...wat to say, i'm a homer, haha...looking forward to 2moro, still looking around to find and gather my mood to RELI start studying...lolz...i let u all noe when the mood is in...haha...now relaxing myself and a bit worried bout all the things tat i haven done...skol is such a burden to me, but meeting frens are veli nice for me...gud luck demon for the rest of the week...^_^ 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GENE AND HONG...

tis great nite begins wif gene fetch me to the zion church for the 少年之夜。。。we had a little chat in the car and gene's dad was veli friendly to me...haha...after tat, we arrived at the church...i saw some of my frens was there oledi, then we walked 2gather into the church and found out tat we came a bit early coz it was not tat crowded at tat time 6.30...lolz...so we sat there and wait for ppl to come...when they all came, the nite starts wif some singing and dancing...we watched a veli interesting and meaningful and funny and touching movie...it was edited by fuh and done by all the 锡少, it was reli nice...it was a long nite and the programs end at about 9 smth...we walked out 2gather and wait the cars to go out, then we go to the restaurant to celebrate hong's and gene's b'day...after we eat, we juz went back home, nth special happen at the dinner...it was veli ordinary...

Reunion with alwyn and met jaymee...

started off wif a bright and hot morning, ate breakfast and go to skol again, juz the same old skol tat i hate, lolz...i am sleepy in skol again coz last nite watched one tree hill til 12am...finish skol and went back home...went yamcha wif nic, yew, and eddy, we chat and eat then we went back, i went back home and eat again, then i watch pps then my fren ask me for dota, i joined the game and suddenly the electricity is out...=.=...wtf, its so hot in the afternoon, i juz cant live without air-cond...i let the light switch on to alert me when the electricity is back...i slept for half hour then the electricity is on again !! yes !! i went back down and play dota...haha...played 2 rounds then i watch one tree hill again...after tat, i ate my dinner and get rdy to go out 2nite, suddenly it rains, and it matched eddy prediction tat its gonna rain tis evening...lolz...i confirmed wif my frens to go out 2nite, and i'm glad it worked out fine 2nite...haha, i saw jaymee for the 1st time, its pretty awkward, i dunno wat to say to her, tis thing doesnt happen to me always, am i attracted ?? LOL...so we ate pizza hut, chat bout our skol and results, ah yew came after tat, he is so damn funny 2nite, but cute nevertheless...lolzz...after finish eating, my mom oledi wait me at the front, lolz, i prefer to stay wif my frens longer and chat wif them...i went back after tat too, now back home wif my precious...haha...2moro is a big day, plans all over the day, sleep well 2nite, demon...haha...

RESULTS !!! LOLZ...

alrite, as u see, now tis post is about my mid-term exam's results, bad results ??? nope, good results ??? half half lar...average result ??? oh yeah, so average...lolz...i IMPROVED in 6 subjects of 11 subjects tat i took, like BM, BI, BC, MT, MM, SEJ...other subjects like EST, BIO, CHEM, PHY and PM has DEPROVED...LOL...but i'm pretty happy tat tis time i din fail any of the subjects...though i'm veli suprised tat i onli get 64 for my EST, my english never lose b4 ?? LOL...maybe its teacher's standard different tis time, watever, i dun care bout it tat much now...i think i'll start studying tis month for my incoming SPM...gambateh all...

POST BACK WHAT HAPPENED IN APRIL 2009, IT WAS A PARTY MONTH...HAHAHA...

wow, after such a long time, 2 months after, i got a chance to write about the parties tat i had in april...LOL...for the record again, i attended 4 parties tis month, oh yeah, 4 parties...haha...it was a great month for me, i had the greatest time wif my frens tat month, coz party could reli get us together and bind our friendship closer...haha...

1st party in tat month was the one at our physics teacher's yew hwang de house, tis party was ma ma dei(still ok in cantonese), but we had fun chatting and eating thru the nite, we took some photo tat night, see it below later...

2nd party was the Edwin Chiew Ung Fuh's party, haha, write full name a bit weird but watever...LOlz...tis is the best party of the month i think...coz hua shii say he had the greatest moment and fun time in tis party, haha...think back, we are quite WILD tat nite oo...hahaha...hua shii, i noe u r looking at tis, laugh bah...wakakakaka...jinjo ar...haha...tat afternoon, we all went to parkson to buy edwin's birthday present, hua shii was the last to arrive, LOL, we went up the the child's department, and saw a SUBARU IMPREZA toy car, haha, we thought tat it would be fuh's favourite coz fuh is reli interested in cars, bikes and its modification...lol...then me, shiuan ying, hua shii went to ying's car and went to ying's home...it was my 1st time to go to ying's house, it was quite nice and we played dota for a while there b4 going to the party...haha...eeric and goh arrived earlier b4 we arrive at ying's house...after tat, we all ride in eeric's car and went our way to fuh's house...we experienced some high moments in tat car when eeric is trying to cut the cars while the others cars from opposite direction is coming in high velocity...LOL...OH yeah, we arrived at fuh's house, we shaked fuh's hand then we went in, i saw not much ppl had arrived yet, but i saw zi wei and teck wei oledi arrive ler...wakakaka...after all the ppl had arrived, we started the party wif fuh blowing the candles and making his wish, then we started to eat, after some eating, fuh's dad brought out RED WINE...hahaha...we keep drinking the red wine and even played it by mixing it wif other drinks...lolz...hua shii's face went RED RED after drinking the red wine...lol...me still ok lar...haha...we had fun thru the rest of the nite, then we go play ps2 bleach haha...i like white ichigo...lolz...then, i helped fuh take photo wif his church frens...lol...we went home after tat, IT was the best nite i ever had ?? hmmm......ya gua...lolz...jkjk....last thing, kind eeric fetched us home again...

3rd party was Steven Sii Ah B de B'day...we had quite lot of fun tis nite, we spent most of our times at the park near his house...tat evening, i arrived and saw many ppl oledi arrived too, we felt boring then we went to the small park near his house, after tat, we went back in and start the party, as the same, he blows the candles and made wishes, we eat and then go to the park again...haha...quite fun nite coz get to interact wif my frens...

4th and the last party of the month and til now June was Shiuan Ying's B'day party....tis is more of a game party...lolz...i still rmb tat day was thursday, i finished my physics tuition then eeric came fetch me to my house to take my laptop...then we headed to ying's house...arrived and saw hua shii, edwin, siang oledi there and playing bleach wif ying's ps2, 4 players...haha...i played a few rounds then went rest at ying's sofa, chat a bit wif frens, then the party started, tis party din hav any cakes, but foods are quite many and delightful...lol...after we finish eating, me, eeric, goh, jeffrey took out our laptops and starting to connect and play DOTA !!!! kaka...our laptops plus ying's pc was 8 altogether if i'm not wrong...haha...i won 2 match and lose 1...haha, after dota, we had nth to do, then we headed home, kind eeric fetch us home again...haha...

quite a month, right ?? lolz...so many photos tat i had took at those parties and YES, took me quite sometime to upload these photos...lolz...

yew hwang house

fuh house

best photo of the nite...haha...

oi...jinjo ar...kaka...

Wooo, wat r we doing ?? Drunk ?? lolz...

at ah b house...

yo dude...kaka...and then~ ??

whoops...

cool, acer reunion...hahaha...

Dota Dota~~~

Lets eat, wat r u waiting for ??

What am i doing these days ?? >>> DOTA <<<

13-6-2009 (jaymee inspired me to write blog again...wakakaka...)

yup, juz like the title, these days, i'm into DOTA (most ppl favourite game and also mine, although call of duty 4 reli rocks !!! devil may cry 4 oso not bad...haha...too long ler, go back to real line>> LOL)...for the record, i am a GAMER...haha...i like to play computer games A LOOOT(lazy to add too much O, i think u get wat i mean...LOLZZ), haha, but since tis 2nd time exam, i'm not so into games already, maybe bcoz my laptop rosak jor during exam time...the timing reli shocks me, exam start my pc rosak, exam finish i get back my pc...lolz...jinjo...kaka...

OMG !!! is it juz me or u ppl oso realise tat holiday is ending ??? wakao...time reli pass so damn fast...2 weeks now think back onli 2 days ?? lol...haiz, sad coz holiday is gonna end, but a bit anticipating my results tis time, i reli believe tat i have improved a lot tis time, although the papers are quite hard....lolz...skols on monday, now saturday nite, 11.35pm, and i still got many things i wanna write...haha...let me introduce some games for u guys and gals...haha...facebook also many interesting games, which we can compare our high scores de...haha...

RED ALERT 3

burnout: paradise

Devil May Cry 4

Crysis Warhead

GTA 4 <<>

Maggie Q is hot in tis game...haha...

tis is not a game, its the best anime tat i have ever watched except for Dragon Ball...haha...

Tired after helping my big bro move into his new house...

well, 8-6-2009, went to my bro's new house and started to clean it...it was a big house so it took me a long time to clean it up wif my family, so tiring...haido...lol, nite time me and my dad went up to the house and put up the red banner, according to our chinese traditional, we cant talk when we are putting it up...lolz, its to prevent we said anything "Unwell" lolz...after tat, we went shopping and get back to the house, had a nap, but when i'm napping, i heard some weird sounds in the house, i am not sure whether its my mind playing tricks wif me or is it real, coz i'm the onli 1 who heard it...lolz...i opened all the air-conds and all the lights on, coz our house electricity is free for the moment as we haven got the meter yet....kaka...1am in the morning, close frens of our family and relatives came for house warming, i helped them cook some of the food, and ate it, they went back around 4am, quite a morning i had, then me and my dad go fetch my sis and her fren(they juz arrived at bus stop from kuching), then we head back home...i slept at 5am, and consider i'm fatigued...lolz....then i slept til 10am til 2day...haha...back to on9-ing, tis blog is finish ler...kaka...photos of my new house is coming soon...haha...

OH YES, I WAN TO TELL U GUYS AND GALS, I AM STILL MISSING TAT DAY AT THE EN DIAN SHAN ZHUANG DE...KAKA...

恩典山庄一日游。。。人生的转蕾点。。。

6-6-2009

tis day is a fun, memorable, high, full of excitement, ''dun wan go home feel'', ''wan go again de feel'', lolz...long sentence i know...haha...well, lets start bout tat morning, i set the alarm 5.30 but damn, tat morning din sound at all...my mom wake me up at 6.15...lolz...i was so nervous so i rushed to change my cloth and go at once...lolz...

arrived at the skol, saw some ppl standing there, onli a few familiar face, wonder where is hua shii and yew them...lolz...ohhh, i saw ah shii liao, we go into the bus 2gather, still waiting goh and yew eddy kelly to come...lolz...at last they came, then we rode off at 6.40...gogo...

half hour of driving, we had a little bit chatting in the bus, then we arrived at 7.10 smth...at first, i din see anything when the bus stopped...then they tell me its at the left side, i go and saw a wide and big park, and a church, small dewan...lolz

we go and take our name tag, realise us frens have been separated, but i'm still lucky coz i team wif kelly, joanne, sze ying, sin ling, jing hao, paw and others...haha...consider lucky bah, coz we all got experience in playing these games...kaka...some singing then we go have our breakfast and went to the small dewan where we played many games...

dudes and gals,haha...some games are reali damn funny, i laughed my ass off...LOL...they chose me as group leader which is wat i wanted coz i see other group oso my fren become the group leader...haha...so we think of the slogan then we start to play games...i actually had quite fun wif my frens in the game, juz sometimes hate it when other form 2 or form 1 de not cooperative...haiz...but we win at last too...kaka...

Break Time !!! kaka...we grouped ourselves and went exploring the big field and park full of greeneries...kaka...we took many photos as shown below...kaka...we climbed to the top and were warned tat there are many red ants there, but we climbed up too...who cares lolz...yew stood there for a while and were shocked tat there are GROUPS of red ants there...lolz...we ran down 2gather, it was reli fun and high haha...down down we go, then we go rest a while at the chairs...

Lunch Time !!! hungry and tired, we went to the canteen 2gather and ate our lunch, it wasnt the best lunch we had but its enuf lar...kaka...after lunch we go to the church and sing again...tats the part where i can relax myself listening to the songs...haha...

Game Again !!! haha....time to play games, and tis is the part where Group 2(my group) start to win back our points, i am happy tat we are leading in the game, kaka...i am glad and happy when i heard the game which we cant talk and nid to some action to let our teammates to guess the words tat i'm trying to tell them thru my action, tis is my best game, haha, i got all 3 correct and YES, I AM THE ONLY 1...haha...another fun game is football, we nid to kik the football and make the bottles filled wif water fall, tis part Ashley become Beckham and kicked it all down...wakakaka, she's the pro... in the end, Group 2 won oso !!! kaka...

we took our gifts and head back to the bus, 30 mins trip for us to rest and chat...back home, shower and dinner...lol...See the photos~~